Saturday, December 8, 2007

its gettin worst

hi....my fever is gettin worst..i dun noe wads e cause...maybe becoz of e freezin weather...well...its e sat morning here and e time is 10.16am....in spore its sun 12am...and its e zoukout day...damn~~!!!i cant go....can i fly home.....haiz...juz talked to hubby...i missed him...i cried while talkin to him...hmmm...counting e days to fly back home.....well...my fever is getting worst..vomitted jus now and its full of phelgm and traces of blood..i noe its disgustin...but den...oh nvm....im all alone now...kak nana and david went out to do some errands..i chose not to follow dem i juz wanna rest at home...

kakak..nnti ecah balik cook fer me lontong...wit lodeh..sambal telur burung and bagedil k...ive been graving to eat these fer months...i miss mak and ur cooking...i miss mak...abah...abg..kakak...insyirah..adik and fairuz.....i miss home and my bed too....i wanna go home...(tears rolling down).........hubby..hope eu like e part time work...hehehehe....glad to hear ur voice....

hubby...

nnti wen chacha da balik...we spent time together k...and i promise eu dat im not flyin anywhere again without eu or my family....chacha miss all of eu....how i wish all of eu are here wit me....sob sob.....its like 9 more days i will be flyin home....

dear God...please protect my family and him....maafkan la tiap kesilapan mereka......insyallah...

till den i will update later.....

missin eu day by day....

love is not lust but trust



chacha ("V") apai

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